end of freshman year

school is finally over. my freshman year has zoomed by like no other. let's review my freshman year. living away from home was definitely a plus. i got to experience new people, living on my own, and the ups and downs of the city. i realized i hate walking in new york city or maybe it's the fact that i'm lazy. when i used to come visit, i'd always love enjoying the weather and walking around for hours. no, not when i was in college. i taxi-ed it everywhere. i mean EVERYWHERE! mad money wasted on subway/taxi just because i was lazy. second, i went down to jersey a lot, alot! why? i guess i wasn't used to being away from home and the people i was around all the time. so most of my weekends, i went down to rutgers, where most of my friends were and boyfriend, but i think i used that one as an excuse although i saw him quite frequently. i guess i never really wanted to get out of my comfort zone.  it sucks though because next year i think i'll be commuting since i didn't apply for housing and i'll be in jersey all the time...or mostly. i realized i didn't get to experience new york city to its full extent and  i sort of regret wasting my time living in jersey. basically. maybe i'll learn to finally appreciate the great opportunities as i commute and dread the ride back and forth next year. it's funny how fast 9 months passed. i learned a lot of things during the school year and SVA has some awesome teachers and friendly people. A LOT different from growing up in the little east brunswick. anyways, a lot of expectations for the summer. hopefully, i'll get a job as soon as possible, then work many hours so i can earn some money. i hate asking my parents for money which i did all year round literally every week wasting it on nonsense things other than food and such. i want to go to the beach more especially at nights too. hopefully meet up with as many people and just make sure i enjoy every moment of it because it seems like the years go by faster and faster and soon enough, i'll be really old. okay enough of me. this is my first post everyone!